Screaming Inside

I hate hate hate how I try to trust but is had….. Because when I do I don’t get the same reaction …. I may trust but they don’t trust back… You know what is like to have my private personal things under lock and key…. You know what is like to have your parents not trust you …. Have them check your emails Facebook  ect… And even worst total lock down I can’t go anywhere if they don’t go.. Is so horrible and I don’t even know why?  I know they want to protect me but this; this is going overboard….. I try to tell them when they ask but when I do they don’t even lessen is like I’m talking to a wall.  They even try to choose my friends but thank god I don’t let them …. If I did…… I love them and all but I get tired of them but for know I will have to scream inside…